Humbling Prayer

I will celebrate before the Lord. I will become even more undignified than this, and I will be humiliated in my own eyes. 2 Sam 6:21&22 NIV

When David brought the Ark of the Covenant to Jerusalem (2Samuel 6:12-22), he “danced before the LORD with all his might.” As the Ark was coming into the city, Michal (his wife, daughter of Saul) saw him “leaping and dancing before the LORD”. She reproached him and David replied, “I will celebrate before the Lord. I will become even more undignified than this, and I will be humiliated in my own eyes…”

I belong to a weekly gathering that meets virtually to prayer. Specifically we pray for evangelism and church planting work in a small African nation. Currently we are praying for 1000 villages that have no evangelical presence over a 60 day period which equates to approximately 17 villages per day. When we meet, we pray for that weeks’ villages taking turns each praying for one day’s names as we go around the “room”. The difficulty is in pronunciation. The villages are primarily tribal names. The names are transliterated by a french speaking native without any phonetic cues. The odds of us even coming close to the actual pronunciation of any of the villages is maybe 3 in a thousand!

As we stumbled and bumbled through the names on the list, it was difficult. We sounded foolish, like a little child making up words as he pretends to read aloud. It was far from dignified prayer!
What a gift!!!
It is a wonderful reminder of so many things – our GOD dependence, the work of the Holy Spirit (expressing the groaning of our heart when we don’t have the words), apart from Him we can do nothing, and the faithful, patient, understanding love of GOD…

When we are “humiliated in [our] own eyes”, we loose all forms of pretense, entitlement and self-importance. We can come to our “Daddy” in Heaven just as we are – little children, totally dependent on His grace, mercy and love.

Posted in Faith, Uncategorized | Tagged , , | Leave a comment

Declaration Day

Drinking English Breakfast tea with a spot of cream after reading the Declaration of Independence. It has long been my habit to begin this day by reading the Declaration of Independence and the Preamble of the Constitution of the United States (though I have been known to get caught up in the reading and go a bit further (but very rarely past the 10th Amendment)).

It’s interesting that we celebrate independence on the day we formally declared it as opposed to the day we actually achieved it.
I have much to say on the subject, but refuse to be controversial today. Suffice it to say, I find Liberty to be taking quite a beating lately.
As a side note, I recently encountered this post from AJ Jacobs. I think I will participate this year! See “Keeping Democracy Sweet?”


For your reading pleasure, I offer the following links at the National Archives:

Declaration

Constitution


Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Now What?

Then Jesus said to the crowds and to his disciples: “The teachers of the law and the Pharisees sit in Moses’ seat. So you must be careful to do everything they tell you. But do not do what they do, for they do not practice what they preach. They tie up heavy, cumbersome loads and put them on other people’s shoulders, but they themselves are not willing to lift a finger to move them. Everything they do is done for people to see … “ Mat 23:1-5 NIV

We live in a culture that so easily dismisses someone or something in the entirety upon discovering any flaw, failure or fallacy. It’s not just that they acted in a way that is inconsistent with their espoused belief, it is deemed to be evidence that everything they believe is error. It’s not that they are wrong, they are Evil (an actual incarnation of evil). Therefore, everything they have ever done or said is tainted by the pure Evil that they are and must be automatically exposed, rejected and discarded.

Unless we like with them …

If we discover a flaw, failure or fallacy in one of our own then the rules change. After all they are only human and have suffered so much under (pick the oppressive social ill that best suits) that we must have compassion and realize it is absolutely not a failure on their part, but rather a complete systemic failure of the intractable Anglo-misogynist rule, or at the very least an attempt by the mean-spirited, ignorant haters to bring down something/someone they oppose. They need our support and understanding. After all, they may have erred on a point or two, but that in no way diminishes their massive contribution as a whole.

Can we talk? …

Civility is so much more than putting on a mask and pretending. It is not about implying agreement through silence. It also does not mean abandoning the conversation so only one side is heard, but includes allowing the other side to speak. Civility is to listen at least as much as we talk and to judge the merit of ideas, evidence and conclusions without respect to personalities. Yes character does count as we weigh the conclusions made by others, but there is no place for character assassination in lieu of reasonable evaluation. What is said is far more important than who said it.

Heroes fall and not all villains are “bad’ guys …

It is an unreasonable burden on anyone to make them a hero. No one gets it right all the time (probably not even most of the time). A person can be heroic in a specific moment and yet a self-centered, self-indulgent child in most of their affairs. On the other side, a good, giving, self-sacrificing servant can snap and in a specific moment do the most horrific things. If Hitler saved a kitten from a raging stream and wiped the tear of a weeping child at some point in his life, does that make him equal to Mother Theresa? If Ghandi snapped over the mistreatment of a group of poor people and bludgeoned a police officer to death and knifed three others, would he be counted in the same league as Stalin? It’s not as simple as the guy in the white hat. But there are still heroic actions performed by ordinary folks, and we need them. And sometimes good people do bad things – and there are penalties for that.

We do what is right, because it is right …

I know it is out of style to insist that there is a right and wrong. Worse, there are many things that used to be right that are now wrong. But the standard still exists and if we honestly look at nature, history and relationships we can still see it (It is still pretty well understood in “under developed” areas – it takes a lot of education to completely eradicate common sense and general morality). Unfortunately, doing what is right is rarely rewarded – in fact it is often ridiculed. It is not convenient. It can be counterproductive to personal achievement/enrichment. It costs. But we do it anyway. Because it is right.

So what’s a person to do? …

Love God. Love others.

Forgive.

Feed the hungry.

House the homeless.

Visit the sick and imprisoned.

Defend the the widow and the fatherless.

Be quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to get angry.

Rejoice in the truth.

Oppose evil.

Make peace (but never at the expense of one of the other principles).

Seek to do good.

Whatever is good, whatever is noble, whatever is pure – think on these things.

He has told you, O man, what is good; And what does the Lord require of you but to do
justice, love kindness, and to walk humbly with your GOD? Micah 6:8 NASB95

Posted in Faith | Tagged , , , , | Leave a comment

Father’s Day, Nobody’s Savior and Renewed Hope

Hope springs eternal.
Or at least it seems to make some really good comebacks.
About three and a half years ago, I posted about hope (or maybe it might be better called “faith”). In light of the Father’s Day that just passed (got to missing my mom and dad some in the midst of a family reunion), the Cubs winning the Series and a recent conversation about some of my folks who still struggle with life dominating addictions after more than a dozen years that I have known them, I thought I would dredge this back up. When asked, “How can you keep pouring yourself into people who are never going to change? Doesn’t it wear you out?”, the reply is pretty much the same as it was 3 or 4 years ago.

I just understand it better.

  1. It’s what my dad taught me
  2. It’s what my Dad taught me
  3. I’m nobody’s Savior

My dad never gave up on anything.  I learned that there was no such thing as junk – just things that needed repair.

My Heavenly Dad never gave up on me.  He reminds me over and over again that He loves me.  I didn’t do anything to deserve it and I can’t do anything to make it go away.  I am especially loved by Him . . . just like everyone else.

Since I can’t save anyone, it isn’t my fault if they won’t be “saved”.  I also don’t get any credit if they do.  There isn’t any pressure to perform, achieve results or gain attention or “credit”.  It doesn’t diminish me in any way if they choose to continue to die.  It doesn’t make me any better if they choose to live.

I choose to hope, because I have seen some amazing things.  I just keep hanging around waiting to see something incredible I guess.

Cubs Fans, Dad and God’s Love – How I Know There Is Always Hope

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment